Pain by self.

I am suffocating myself with my own thoughts, distractions, and put downs.. I can't stand myself. It's infuriating. I have a minimum amount of friends, i feel like my family wishes i was something or somebody else. I'm always thinking that people are thinking of me the way I think of myself which is why I don't go out and put myself in the public eye. If I can't accept myself as I am then who will?