Obsession

My obsession is much different from what most of the kids my age obsess over. Not drugs nor alcohol nor sex.. No I am simply obsessed with Supernatural. Yes. The TV series staring Jensen Ackles as Dean Winchester and Jared Padalecki as Sam Winchester. Sam and Dean are my boys I love them to death, I dont know what I would do without them. I know I'm sounding like a fan girl but that couldnt be farther from the truth. My obsession with Supernatural isn't entirely because of the characters although it is a large part of it. My obsession is in the theme itself. I have a fascination with the paranormal and the supernatural side of things as it is. No I'm not a freak. I swear it. But I have always thought that the unseen side of the world was fascinating. Most of that fascination stemmed from the house I was visiting when I was 7. I was visiting my dad in New York, and I always felt like I was being watched or like somebody was breathing down my back but when I turned around nobody was there. Creepy. I know this isn't very interesting or anything but it's late night.. or reaaaly early morning. However you wanna look at it. And I have nothing to do, just trying to keep my hand occupied... Alright I'll stop rambling now. Fair Winds! (bye bye)

If it aint broke don't fix it

There have been many a time when I wish i could have a do-over. Simply to see what would have happened if I had said or done things differently. But then I start thinking about what might have happened if I did things differently. And the scenarios in my head end up way worse. I ended up concluding that I don't need a do over to make things work. All I need is time to work with what I've got. 

Commenting?

You guys should comment on my entries just to let me know if what im posting is boring or whatever ya know. I would be nice to have some feedback. K. thanks. Over and out.

Pain by self.

I am suffocating myself with my own thoughts, distractions, and put downs.. I can't stand myself. It's infuriating. I have a minimum amount of friends, i feel like my family wishes i was something or somebody else. I'm always thinking that people are thinking of me the way I think of myself which is why I don't go out and put myself in the public eye. If I can't accept myself as I am then who will?

Bully trouble?

Bullying is bullshit. I know loads of people say that and never do anything to stop it. No matter, I just wanted to make an entry on the subject. In my opinion, there are two reasons... no make that three reasons why bullys are the way they are.

1. Their so insecure about themselves they have to put others down to make themselves feel better.

2. They are going through a really tough time and they take out their hurt on everybody else, so they don't show their sensitive or vulnerable.

3. They just enjoy inflicting pain on others for no reason... Sick masochistic pricks..

The only advice i can offer you if you're dealing with a bully is always forget how badly people treat you because this is life, and what goes around comes around. Karma won't forget to punish their sorry asses so dont worry. 

A reason for writing.. or blogging

My decision to make a blog was based solely on the proven fact that nearly everybody else on the planet has one. Plus I thought it would be better having an online blog, than getting writers cramp from writing in a journal. But I have no desire to waste time pouring my soul out to the people of the internet who have no desire to listen to, or read about my complaints.